I said good bye (or see you later) to my good friend Lauren and my mother and father-in-law today. I haven't really let the feeling sink in. I am sure Friday will be tough enough. My sister (if she comes) my mother and my best friend will be there to wish me off and I am sure I will be a wreck for most of that time.

Today, in a very "Celestine Prophecy" kind of way, I ran into the last x boyfriend I had. I went with my mother-in-law to a grocery store to take money out of the ATM because the first and second place didn't have working machines. Felix walked by and eventually I ran face into him. I know he saw me and probably didn't want to run into me (I broke up with him (yes, you read that right...one of the only people I've broken up with) for Eddie).

It was nice seeing him. He looked really good and it doesn't hurt to have a pleasant last thought about someone who, at one time, was a very important part of my life.

Ryan is attacking so I'm off to nurse