I am so tired but I finally got this set up so I wanted to post my first entry. I can hear both of my little angels snoring and thankfully I'm tired enough that I'll be able to fall asleep anyway.

I miss Eddie so much sometimes it hurts. Especially when it quiets down right before I go to sleep. I had never given much thought to the little things I had when he was around. I miss him kissing me goodbye every morning. I miss feeling him in bed at night. I wish he could be here cuddle up with Avery on his bed and nod off.

Sometimes August seems so far away.

One more thing... Although my viewpoint on this war has fluctuated quite a bit in the last month there is one thing I can not stand. I was driving along today and a man in front of me stuck his arm out the window and flipped off what looked to be an arab-american man in a Lexus. I was so irritated that I was tempted to say something to him about how absolutely rediculous that gesture was. I didn't bother however, because if he was stupid enough to do that I would imagine that any amount of common sense would go right over his head anyway.

The stupidity of my fellow man never ceases to amaze me